
For many people, myself included, this iconic and instantly engaging piano concerto has stood as the grand introduction to the world of classical music. It is a work that has the uncanny ability to imprint itself almost immediately onto our musical soul where its unforgettable melodies melt effortlessly into our memory. Therefore, it came as somewhat of a shock to discover that this consequential work as the world has heard it for the last 120 years or so, is not the Piano Concerto as Tchaikovsky intended.
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I Felt a Funeral in my Brain
I felt a funeral in my brain, And mourners, to and fro, Kept treading, treading, till it seemed That sense was breaking through. And when they all were seated, A service like a drum Kept beating, beating, till I thought My mind was going numb And then I heard them lift a box, And creak across my Soul With those same boots of lead, again. Then space began to toll As all the heavens were a bell, And being, but an ear, And I and Silence some strange Race Wrecked, solitary, here. |
I felt a Funeral in my Brain,
And Mourners, to and fro, Kept treading -- treading -- till it seemed That Sense was breaking through -- And when they all were seated, A Service like a Drum -- Kept beating -- beating -- till I thought My mind was going numb -- And then I heard them lift a Box, And creak across my Soul With those same Boots of Lead, again. Then Space -- began to toll As all the Heavens were a Bell, And Being, but an Ear, And I and Silence some strange Race, Wrecked, solitary, here -- And then a Plank in Reason, broke, And I dropped down, and down -- And hit a World, at every plunge, And Finished knowing -- then -- |

